I don’t have words to describe myself anymore. All that comes out are these images. I was never very good at talking anyway. I’m gluing my mouth shut. I’m lost.
Archive for the ‘I should be sleeping’ Category
Will his power
June 5, 2008It is scary how much I make sense when I write and how little I can clearly communicate verbally. I am slowly realizing my life belongs behind a keyboard.
It is so nice outside tonight, I wish it could stay like this all year long!
Do you think it to be horrible that I use the 
as the icon for a folder marked Inspiration?
So ride your crazy horse tonight!
February 1, 2008I have an amazing English teacher this semester, his name is Mark Harris. I have only been in his class for 3 weeks, but I already really like him. He is one of the most down to Earth teachers I have ever had. I would post the essays I have been writing for his class, but I’m sure that would just bore you. In the mean time, check this out.
I never write in this thing enough. Where to begine?
December 14, 2007Some times I neglect this journal because the will to write share is not always there. I like that I have a more limited audience(if anyone) reading this thing so I really should write more. Sometimes I like the feel of paper. I receive great satisfaction from writing by hand and ideas generally flow much easier and faster that way. I think next semester I will try and hand write my papers from now on and focus less on computers for drafting. Oh ya I forgot to tell you I had to sign up for two classes at Schoolcraft next semester. I hate the idea of going back to the (pardon my french) ‘Fucking shit hole’ school, but my money situation is better off just taking the classes there. I still plan to graduate from Washtenaw and as of Wednesday I am done with the preques to get onto the wait list for their radiography program. The decisive factor was the cost. I could take both classes at Schoolcraft for the cost of one at WCC, plus the school is less then a mile away. The wait list for the Radiography program is somewhere in the range of 1-2 years. I have discovered a quicker route going through a hospital based program. However I need to have prerequs for them, college level Algebra and English classes before I can apply to them(I think). Hopefully I can submit an application and by the time I would be admitted into the hospital based program I will be done with the classes.
I need to get my ass in gear. I must get out of this fog that I am stuck in. Damn it I hate you winter!!
PS: For some reason I keep spelling writing with two t and not one.
GAHH!! today sucked
September 14, 2007On my way to work today I was minding my own business and went over a bump on 8 mile on Beck when all the sudden I hear a BAMMMM!! The sound of metal breaking and then all the sudden not being able to steer the car. I was able to stop and go so I keep driving till I found a subdivision to part the car. I got out to inspect the damage and found that the metal the steering metal piece was detached from the metal frame. I guess I am lucky in the sense that I was not driving on the highway and had this happen. When I called my work to let them know I was going to be late, Leigh decided that she was going to come and pick me up. I am not sure what needs to be done, if anything can be, to fix my POS car. I had my dad come and tow it and tomorrow I get to drive my sisters car to work, YAY!
Wanna be really cool and drive me every where? Start signing up now while you still can!
Top it all off, one of my best friends Dave is moving to Lansing to take care of his 81 year old mom.
Today just sucked a fat one
Too good
September 13, 2007So far I am not so sure how I feel about Facebook. Some features are nice, but I’m not sure I need more stupid internet things to waste time on. I like that you can find people with the same last name as you. It is a good thing to get in touch with other McC’s and see how I might fit into their family. Tagging people in pictures is also pretty nifty. The only problem is no one I want to keep in touch with has one and everyone else that sucked from all the schools I have been to has one. I’ll give it another week before I kill the experiment.
Tonight I had to train someone how to do a job I do not fully understand myself. The owner is a strict Japanese business man and started yelling at me for talking to my trainee ‘too much’. I guess we did not direct a customer to the bathroom quick enough for his liking. This takes us to the other things I have been yelled at by him for.
- Having a hand in my pocket
- Having a 5 o’clock shadow
- Chewing gum
- Not reading his mind and setting up ‘his’ way
I’m not sure why he hates me so much or even if he hates me at all. The other managers tell me I am doing fine, but he makes me feel like I am doing everything wrong. I think I should probably stop calling him a fucking prick every time he walks away. I think the trainee Carmen was feeling the same was as me but he did not let it be know. Maybe he expects that sort of shitty treatment? After talking with him for the few hours we worked together I realized how boring a person he is. He really had nothing interesting to say except that he really liked the 300 movie. What really made me dislike him is the entire reason for this long ass post. I brought a book to read and todays book happened to be “The flash of lightning behind the mountain” by Charles Bukowski. I was reading it and had Carmen read one of my favorite poems in the book. I could tell after the first page he wasn’t really reading it anymore and just flipping through. He later explained that he was an English major of some type and that he thought of him as not very talented. Too good for Bukowski I guess?
Rlob
August 31, 2007Well that is how it sounds when the Asian waitresses try and say my name at work. I am finally starting to get the hang of the place. I worked with the bar manager tonight and damn is she a strange one. Leigh told me that she was wired on diet pills and coffee and that is why she was running back and forth all night long. She must have been expecting a lot more business then we got tonight. I got a long really well with her tonight, she seems pretty laid back about everything. She was surprised I knew what a ‘Bread Basket’ sandwich was and then she started laughing because I wasn’t Asian. Another person I am quite friendly with is the other bartender Jun. He has a love for Cranberry juice and speaks excellent Japanese and English. The hardest part of my job is figuring out what all the different Sake and working the computer(first time for everything, right?)
I meet this girl Audra at work today. She was telling me about how it was her birthday Saturday and that she was treating herself. I never remember carding her or anyone today for that matter, I should start doing that. Tonight I went to 5th avenue for Whitney’s 22nd birthday and she saw me walking by and said hi. She was pretty wasted and I couldn’t really hear anything she was saying.
I think you should go and check out The Sheds. I’ve seen these guys live and that got me hooked. Now to hook you I will post the songs that got me hooked.
Tag Cloud is pretty cool
